It`s not civil...

I did n`t even know the question the answer of which I was looking for,
I did n`t even know the destination I was moving for,
I did n`t even know the name I was living for,
Before you came in.

I used to sleep in peace,
I used to have a normal heart beat,
I used to blink my eyes every few seconds,
Before you came in.

I never cared for emotions,
I never gave a call unless it`s urgent,
I never had shared,
Before you came in.

I always have to be financially active,
I always have to run and run and run,
I always have to say 'Yes',
After you came in.

I found my eyes red staring deep into the computer screen,
I found my hair style changed,
I found my words so soft and irritating,
After you came in.

I don`t want these renovations in me
I just wanna be what I used to be,
It`s not civil to ask a girl to leave,
It`s just a common sense if you see what I see.