Why..

Science has given the ‘because’ for almost every ‘Why’ happening in the universe. This ‘Why’ has been colligated with every life since the day they saw the sun, seldom might`ve given it a thought upon though. I too used to be an indivisible element of this ‘seldom’ race before a few clocks earlier and believe me; life was far too simpler then, far too convincing. Right from my first day at school, ‘Why did you beat him’ till my last day ‘Why did you beat him’, from ‘Why are your shoes not polished’ to ‘Why are you absent in all of your ‘Hindi’ classes and present in all the rest’, from ‘Why earth revolves around the sun’ to ‘Why AIDS virus is the most challenging in its own type’, I`ve been conquering every one of them with a blink of an eye. But today before me is the most awkward and intriguing ‘Why’ that I wish I could skip, but I can`t and every time I think about it the more I get entangled…

Bollywood has been fruitful enough in mentioning all possible ‘How’ to the condition but what about ‘Why’? Don`t they have any province towards those who might face it out of the silver screen? And the biggest dilemma after all these nuisances is that I can`t even figure what exactly is happening to me. Is it my legs that won`t let me sit for a while, suddenly I have started loving non-stop actuation or is it the cold breeze in the hottest days of the year alluding me but none else, driving me to timeless comatose. After all not everybody in this free flown democracy says in a hot May afternoon, “It`s frosty out here”!

It feels so annoying when I figure that it`s the face-wash I`ve brought instead of the hand-wash after the morning show and when I see a pair of sandals on my feet life outside the temple gate that I`ve never bought in life and when my chrome thumbnails show that the link I visit the most isn`t any of my accounts. Even my starting lines on a new Google talk box goes sometimes like,'What do you eat there?' or 'Where do you get your hair cut?'. Just noticed while writing this one, 'Who starts his post with 'Science has given...''. Although I know that these are the symptoms of some, what people say in medical terms, ‘disorder’, but also admit that it`s not under any doctor`s scope to advice me of what to do about it. Sometimes I try asking myself a different class of questions, just for the sake of a change, ‘Am I imagining things?’ or ‘Do I need medical help?’ which surely I know can be answered by somebody and there is no ‘Why’. What a relief!

But ‘Why’ have I suddenly started thinking about ‘it’ so intensely?

And ‘Why’ the hell am I writing and publishing all these? Am I out of my mind?

‘Why’ am I all of sudden trying to work so hard even with simple questions?

Is it just to avoid the vicious ‘Why’ or to achieve "something"?

P.S. Insights are of someone`s, mine are just the words :P