What am I thinking? I don’t know. Am I thinking of anything
at all? Why am I not thinking of anything? There are millions of topics out
there! Just pick one damn it! Nothing! Oh, there are billions of words out
there. Just pick a word and make a topic out of it. Nope, not a word! How can I
not think of anything at all? Any damn thing! How can I be all blank?
Oh wait, I am definitely thinking whether I am thinking of something.
But Am I really thinking of something? If I am, then why can’t I think of what
I am thinking? It is because you aren’t thinking at all you fool! But if I’m
not thinking, then what is it that keeps moving inside my head? Something is
definitely there. It can’t be all empty you know, or can it be? So what exactly
is my brain doing when it is not thinking? Is it roaming somewhere else without
telling me? But it is my brain. It can’t go anywhere without telling me, or can
it?
Oh, the fan. It’s hanging from the ceiling. It has three
blades. But why isn’t it working right now? It is winter you fool. But can move
once in a while during winter, can’t it? Oh, it is all naked and might catch
cold during winter. Poor fan!
What is he thinking? How in the sane world can I know that?
I don’t even have his brain. But what is his brain doing? Is it too roaming somewhere
without telling him? Shall we go find our brains? But he seems fine, calm. Is
it because he too isn’t thinking anything at all? Or is he too wondering about
what I am thinking?
Why do they say that ‘A watched phone never rings’? I am not
watching it right now. And it isn’t ringing. What else can you do other than ‘Watching’
or ‘Not watching’ the phone? Nothing! Does that mean a phone won’t ring ever? If
it isn’t going to ring, why have I kept a ring tone then? Damn you phone!
Why is he laughing now? He might be thinking about something
funny. Why am I not thinking about something funny? I can laugh too then. Or am
I already laughing and my face isn’t telling me? But it is my face after all!
It can’t laugh without me knowing, or can it? Why aren’t my parts with me? Have
I done something wrong? Oh look, he is laughing again! He’s is thinking about
all these funny things and I can’t think of any damn thing, even a boring thing!
I can’t think
of anything and I have ring tone in my phone, when the fan doesn't even have a
blanket to protect itself from the cold. What a waste am I! I better stop thinking. Tomorrow, I shall definitely
think of something to think upon!
The day after...
What was I thinking yesterday? I don't know. Was I thinking anything at all? Why was I not...
