As I watch every day rushing away
I find missing a few hundred breaths.
But wonder where my existence belongs.
Is it a single life or a million deaths?
Adrift I used to be afore I fell consciously
For the East that owns that blissful smile,
Where the sun appears anew after a silent night
And every time it makes life worthwhile.
Through the blur of the piling drops
But it is all I wish everyday to see.
I`m terrified to touch it though
As I know it`s heavenly bright for me.
It`s only the time that I`m scared of
When one day amidst another crowd I`d rise
Only to find missing that smile far abode,
While tears envelope my helpless eyes.
And the endless tides of broken breaths
Rebelling against my unconscious veins
Would hail for an enduring scent,
That could take away the recurring pain.
It`s only time that could stitch the scars
Silence is making throughout my nascent heart,
Never been heard beating before,
Nor been seen crying since the very start.
Night would fall as it did after each day
But tomorrow the sun wouldn`t rise again.
My eyes would search indefinitely for the East
Urging the lights back to the old lane.
With each breath mutely passing away
I`d regret this silence every single May.
Even with life trying to keep me alive,
I`d die every day…
