Thursday, December 22, 2011

Still alive...

Slanted blue stains it used to leave
At the fairer side of the middle finger,
As words, imprinting memories that’d
Rest indefinitely along age and linger.

As it’d been doing since the past,
Since I’d felt the inevitable bond.
The moment I framed my first grip,
It chose me as does a magic wand.

It’d remained untouched ever since
I left it, crowned, the last day
Before leaving the shore where
I’d moulded my childhood’s clay.

Into the ocean, unknown, unnamed,
As I swirled around an echoing tide,
Being spaced from its bearing words,
The lips of the golden nib dried.

Left behind were stacks of yellow pages,
Emitting the faint familiar fragrance
Off the words that stayed rhyming,
Narrating stories of family and friends.

Picking randomly up some old yellows,
Discerned were some unfinished tales,
Some from the orchard of naked realities
And some from my imaginary sails.

The grip on its silky black body today
Carried me back to our first sights.
Flashes clouded before my eyes of
The late hours of those silent nights.

As the wrinkled piece lies, ensuing
The last left word did the nib strive.
The wet blue stains waved a relief
That it is still alive…

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

The other side...

On the edge, standing, I look across,
When the twilight`s a little young,
The tremors in the distant skyline,
As clouds fly past with stories unsung.

Beneath the nerves of my trembling legs,
Stands a strong and arrogant raise
Watching quietly all the episodes around
The darkest nights and the brightest days.

I can see lives moving apace along time
And lives, six floors deep down
With eyeballs rolling like petal drops
Just to find, there`s no one around.

Frequent whims of soothing breezes
Briskly follow the lazy afternoon tide.
Gently touching my thumping head,
They allure me towards the other side.

As the saffron of the reminiscent sky
Disappear into shadows of the dark,
It calls out for an enlightening step
Along a direction yet to be marked.

But before I could lift a foot,
Even before making a steady stand,
As if already having a foresight,
She grabs my hand...

Thursday, October 20, 2011

The last fall...

Followed a merciless frost after every fall
Leaving awhile the whole tree spineless
As the leaves aloft broke off together
Bequeathing their scions the infinite blue dress.

Flew they all away in different directions
With the winds that they did believe.
Despite being acquainted with the inevitable fates,
Wished that they could never leave.

As time descended a step closer every day,
Urges that were once buried alive, 
Urged to be resurrected from the graves,
Expecting a fair trial or least a single strive.

The day it stopped walking, divulged
The stacks of hazy yet unspoken promises.
Flashbacks clouded the present`s sky
With colours that picture together all the pieces.

Stood there the tree, as the colours faded
Off the rainbow`s strips, white and still,
Before came rushing a timid toed spring
Bargaining hastily with the pertaining chill.

Greens blossomed under the scattered shades,
While the greys laced the tacit concerns,
As summer enlightened the path towards
The echoing tomorrow, waiting for their turns.

‘Twas assumed to have gotten all answers
Witnessing the priors leave, unexplained,
But followed a solitary charade this last fall,
It rained... 

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

It`s time...

‘How do I break it?’  Asked the little boy
Looking innocently into those old wrinkled eyes,
Carrying around a little grievance, a little joy,
Some little truths and some little lies,

The elderly went happy and fairly amazed
Caressing him with his soft, weak hands,
Out of the window, thoughtfully, he gazed,
A bird flocking some aberrant strands.

Fled she away into that nasty lift
Leaving her spuds behind, she was scared,
Skipping breaths to be alive from the drift
Of red that the wisest kind layered.

Even with the air giving out clear sepulchral
About the storm that did silently await,
Returned she everyday to the vanity central,
The land which had learnt to write its own fate.

Kissed she back before the spawn of dusk,
Before the day she wanted them to learn
The oscillating hue of the waving musk
When she`d fly away never to return.

‘Wish I could unleash everything from the lot
Bound within the knots of these grey hair,’
Held he back within himself, the thought
‘Before the time they stop growing greyer’

Some are yet to be borrowed, some yet to lend
It`s time, when he unwinds the frozen knots
For it`s best to start before the end
‘Blend with words the moment`s thought…’

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Anonymous...

How do I breathe today through the storm
Peering since morning at the speechless air?
Wish I could keep my eyes closed forever
But the dreams do slowly disappear.

How do I watch the dawn break, following
A nightlong crash with an enchanting image,
Wondering how after every leaf
Does appear before me the same marked page?

How do I scent today a green bouquet
While I stand stunned past the echoing tense
Since the day the rains hit the ground
Leaving behind an aisle of humming fragrance?

How do I touch with these trembling hands 
The slender sects among the daunting rains,
Wishing them to be the angels of warmth
Over the peaceful frost of broken veins?

How do I voice today the endless affections,
Searching viciously for the ideal words,
Losing slowly the timidly owned calm
As I watch away silently the migrating birds?

Falling immortally into the same void, everyday
My eyes do divulge in a violent rush.
Yet I walk indefinitely over a single string
Being Anonymous...

Sunday, February 6, 2011

A million deaths...

As I watch every day rushing away
I find missing a few hundred breaths.
But wonder where my existence belongs.
Is it a single life or a million deaths?

Adrift I used to be afore I fell consciously
For the East that owns that blissful smile,
Where the sun appears anew after a silent night
And every time it makes life worthwhile.

Through the blur of the piling drops
But it is all I wish everyday to see.
I`m terrified to touch it though
As I know it`s heavenly bright for me.

It`s only the time that I`m scared of
When one day amidst another crowd I`d rise
Only to find missing that smile far abode,
While tears envelope my helpless eyes.

And the endless tides of broken breaths
Rebelling against my unconscious veins
Would hail for an enduring scent,
That could take away the recurring pain.

It`s only time that could stitch the scars
Silence is making throughout my nascent heart,
Never been heard beating before,
Nor been seen crying since the very start.

Night would fall as it did after each day
But tomorrow the sun wouldn`t rise again.
My eyes would search indefinitely for the East
Urging the lights back to the old lane.

With each breath mutely passing away
I`d regret this silence every single May.
Even with life trying to keep me alive,
I`d die every day…

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Beautifully Imperfect...

Walking above the serene abyss of clouds
Scholarly nesting in an auspicious January sky
Should have but taken me to an enchanted paradise,
Instead I realized I couldn`t fly.

Scouting my way through the atrocious shadows
The cliffs shed immortally on the elevated streets,
I came to sleuth the inclination by my side
To whom even the heavens arched their greets.

The sun kept hiding behind the motionless mist,
A faithful ally, Jealous of her flawless façade
As the disguised elegance she gently exhaled,
Did sprinkle wisdom over the shuddering squad.

The iffy winds whispering throughout the valley
Brought along with them the impending rages.
But the few moments that ruefully followed
Seemed like an era of crawling ages.

A drop suddenly did shine under those infant eyes
Concealed partially by strands of waggling hair.
A wave of charged shiver ran all through me
As I confronted my most unexpected scare.

Whispers slipped out caressing her shaking lips
Into the moist, dissolving into a silent surge.
The drops declined one after the other
Voicing the anger that couldn`t divulge.

But before they could touch her squishy cheeks,
Turning her face around for a little while,
She froze inside her till the next unplanned,
Everything else but the old intoxicating smile.

A fuzzy joy and a prickling pain concurrently
Did arrest me, conspiring with the heart.  
And ever since, they arrest me every time
I do envision her imprecise art.

Beautifully imperfect!
An obscure conscious did quietly glow.
“I never did want to fly after all”,
An epiphany flowed...